The Beginning Of A New Chapter

If anyone realized, my last post was 2 years ago.... Hahaha... well, not going to comment on that... Plenty if stuffs happened in these 2 years... And I can't say I haven't changed at all... Changes did happen, for better or worse, I don't know... =)

I've learnt a lot in my life after Secondary school... Somehow the teachers aren't there to take care of every silly mistake you're gonna make... In secondary school, they will see you all the way through... But outside the small bubble of secondary school, in reality, you fall, you pick yourself up again and continue the journey... At most is you'll have a friend to help you out... We have to learn from all the mistakes we make, big or small... and that will make us more independent and responsible.....

In my life as a student in matrics, i can't say I really enjoyed my time here... But as quoted, even bad things don't last forever... At the end, I made it out alive, one piece, although shaken by the 10 months but still breathing... This is just a small part in life that we have to go through... And I didn't regret the choices I made.... And now it's over, I have 5 months of blissfulness and freedom which I had deprived myself for the 10 months... You can ask any matric student and I'm sure most of them will tell that they even feel guilty if they don't study for more than 5 hours (besides sleeping of course)... But that kind of life doesn't last forever...

And I'm proud to say I've finished the programme and glad to move on to another chapter of my life... And hence, the new chapter is just about to begin.... =)

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Okaaayyy... So I'll start my mouldy blog with how we LOST at the B.Jaring com...
See wat u get when u put ur hopes too high??
Broken hearts...

We ALL thought we could win.. And we COULD... Just many careless mistakes... And we ended up blaming one another for our lost... How 'sporting' is dat?
But everything and everyone was fine after a h*ll load of scolding from everyone..
Xcept me.. I was the only one in the team emo-ing (if dat's how they put it)...

I dun noe wat's wrong with me these days...
I just wanna remain depress no matter how hard I try to get rid of the feeling...
I really hate to ruin other ppl's happiness with my freakish moods, but I often seem to fail...
All this while, I've been hiding under my own mask of happiness...
Nothing can touch me... I was just happy, joyful, carefree me...
But then, my armour was breached, and the hole is slowly getting bigger...
Now I'm getting more and more selfish. Last time, I wouldn't think twice of making a fool of myself just to make ppl happy... I don't care if they laugh with me or at me... My priority was always other ppl's happiness.. Now, the world seem to only revolve around me and my moods... I feel so selfish, yet I cannot do anything about it no matter how hard I try..

I'll just start blaming everything on my teenage mood swings... I really hope this IS normal...
I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up (die, pass away, pushing daisies...)
I want to bask in my own sorrows, but at the same time, I WANT soooooo badly someone to talk to... I need someone to open up to. I dun noe how much longer I can last...
I duwan to feel dis way, yet the choice is not mine to make...

I need to TALK!! Only talking and laughing can make me feel close to normal again...
But when everyone sees my scary mood, all they want is to leave me alone 4ever, even my friends.. So I guess I'm all alone to face my many problems... Even IF someone wants to help, I have no idea how he or she could...

Somtimes, I feel so confident. Like the world is mine to conquer. But the next minute, I could feel insecure and small, I'm afraid that even my presence may piss someone off... My feelings are like a roller coaster, only ten times more loops and jumps...

I have no one to turn to, no one to talk to, no one to laugh with...
I guess it's still just me and my moods for the time being..
And it sucks...




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RaNDOM POSTS

Huh~ It's been sooo long since I updated my blog...
I can skip all the apologies cuz I noe it will be years until the nxt post..
Just typing everything random I can think of..

Just finish reasing my skool BM novel 'Seteguh Karang",
and I did a very unexpected thing... I actually cried....
Ahaha~ Not that Im a real emotional person or anything (Mayb just a TEEEny bit)
Anyway, the story was so touching, abbout a girl who had to face her life...
Okay~ that may soung boring... But it's just the way the author writes it that makes it soo real...
I can really feel the main character's (anis) pain. I cried like 3 times during the whole story...
The feeling and the pain that Anis felt was really well described.. Kinda made me feel her pain as well.. So, I guess that's y I cried.. Cuz of some imaginary character's hardship in a story...

At least the way the story was told was quie cool and real (means wat ppl will usually think)...
Not that kind of typical malay lame stories where they have to repeat everyting other ppl say and act polite...
This novel has some cool jokes which most of the 'polite' novels lack...
Plus, what Anis thinks is really cool.. Haha~ She hates mushy love movies as well and will get mad easily... And there's kind of a twillight feeling in it... (just a bit, no need to feel insulted, twillight fans)... Ah~ a good story indeed!!! Hu tot that such a novel will be chosen as our literature.. haha...
So, in conclusion......... I LOVE this novel...

So, plz dun critisize the crying part of me... Just blame it on the teenage hormones... =)

And, I would like to dedicate this small portion of my humble blog to Hui Linn, if she's reading..
I really am going to miss you!!! I don't feel that I can laugh as hard without you..
You are by far the first person whom I think have the same sense of humour with me.. And I think I can nvr find another.. Hope tat u will still remember lil' old me when u r in Aus...
And don't u dare cum back wif an Austrailian slang!! haha~ gonna miss u, a lot... =)

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Ressurected

This blog is officially ressurected by me..
Didn have to time to write in it...
Hmm~ let's see.. wat's new??
Well, I came back from the training...
And Im proud to say that I really kept enjoying the Lord after coming back.. Even until 2day... I can't say that I've abided in the Lord for 24 hours the whole day, but I did have some improvement... =D Praise the Lord..



Oh~ and my little dark secret is out... Or should I say my big black horrible secret which has been hidden for ages and no one ecxept God knew...
Now, it has been made known to a few ppl...
But unfortunately, I dun feel the relief I was hoping to feel after the secret is out...
The main problem is because this BIG PROBLEM is still bothering me.
And I have simply no idea hoe to overcome it...
But I will try... My very best...

Oh~ And I have to preach the gospel during skool reopens..
I always promise myself that I will. But I failed miserably..
So, this time, I will pray to the Lord, and ask for strength for me to have the burden...
I really dun wan my frens to point at me on judgement day and say:
"You!! You didn preached the gospel to us, now we have to suffer bcuz of YOU... " (aiks..)

And Rachel is coming this Saturday... Hurray!!!
I dun think I can take it anymore... It's sooo boring, cus my sis left for one month...
And Im all alooone (wif my parents)... With no one to laugh with... =(
So, thank God for Rachel!! =)

p/s: I miss my lil' sis... =(




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Dreadful results

I was kinda anticipating my results...
Wandering how horrible it was...
So, the last few days, teachers have been marking like half-crazes marking machines...
Well, we can say dat they were marking at the speed of light bcuz they had a deadline...
Hahaha... But dat may be bad news for us students...
Fast crazy marking teachers may not mark properly or even go through wat students have been writing for 2 hours and all their heart or blood that was shed while answering...

Maybe it's too dramatic...
Anyway, when I got my results back, sadly, I didn leap up into the air or shout happily...
The best I could afford was a frown and say : Maybe d next one will be better...
But, unfortunately, the next one was NOT BETTER...
In fact, it was almost the same...

This is wat I got after years of blood and hard toil:

Sejarah: 78
Fiziks: 71
Add maths: 74
Maths: 71

But, there was one absolutely hilarious result I got for a subject, english...
Guess wat I got......................................................................................................guess guess..........................................................................................................................................................99%
Can u imagine that?????????
Im NOT HAPPY OR PROUD!!!
Just find it devastatingly FUNNY....
Hu gets 99 for english??? It makes no sense to me...
There were 2 essays and that makes it more illogical how I could get 99....
In fact, I find it stupid and insulting...
Dis just means the teacher didn really look through wat I spent 2 hours writing...
It's just STUPID!!!
Wat kind of teacher gives students 99 for ENGLISH wif 2 ESSAYS???????

4give my outburst, I just wanted my feelings to be made known that Im not satisfied with my grades... I rather get low marks than get a super-duper irrational 99%...

Anyway, I not satisfied with my other subjects either...
My mum is not ganna feel happy and jump for joy with me...
In fact, she's assuming that I would study the WHOLE school holidays and 'catch up'...
I wanna faint..................................

Well, that's my results, the rest still remains a mystery... (Im grateful)
Luckily, my heart didn went into cardiac arrest when I got bac my results... Thanks for beating bravely my dear 16 year old heart...

I guess I'd make my resolution now:
1. I will spend my long holidays staring at the book until finally something makes sense.
2. i will not be angry or lose my temper no matter how much my mum nags at me to study.
3. I WILL try to be grateful when my mum is tutoring me.
4. I will try not to think of wat I could have done instead of staring at my bio book for 10 hours.
5. My eyeballs will stay in their sockets while I try to squeeze some information into my useless brain.
6. I will remember wat I read until my SPM.

As we can see, all of them is quite impossible to keep... Or, I will die trying....






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I did it!!

HOOOOORAAAAAAY!!!!
I did it!!! I finished the inhuman torure of the dreadful final exams!!!
Oh my!!!
After the last paper, I would like to say dat I stripped down to my underwear and somersault around the classroom...
But sadly, that didn happen, no.1, I can't somersault even if my life depends on it (I'd probably break my fat neck) no.2: I dun tink my frens will still be alive if they saw me only in my undies...
I can't say it's a good sight, they might end up throwing up or in the ICU...

Anyway, wat I did right after the exam was...................................................... I felt happy.....
Yup, lame I noe... Wat did I expect myself to feel??
Well, so my exam days are just over like that... (wat was I expecting? Fireworks and lightning?)
And I have no idea how to celebrate...
My frens say they will celebrate with a GOOOOOD LOOOONG nap...
AHaha... I wish I was that lucky, I can't slp... So that's y I'm typing this....

So... I dunno wat my plans are... Mayb I'll go back to Gambang later... I'll be goin to Klang tmrw..
Well, I dunno... I just feel..... weird n empty... Now exams are over, I duno wat to do.. (Is dat even normal??)

Well, I'll not be going to skool nxt few days... Those hu haven't had chineses paper yet, GOOD LUCK!! You will need it... Bcuz I DON'T!!! (ahaha... 4gif me, I still haven't got over the I-dun-need-to-take-chinese-anymore-forever feeling... Maybe it will go away in.... 5 years!!! =p)

Actually, I might need my luck, I still haven't gotten back my results... Maybe it will cause me a heart attack and I will die a painful and horrible death...
Or maybe, it will be sooooo good, I myself will not belive it, and teachers will parise me for my hard work...... (Nah, nvr going to happen in a thousand years,,,)
Well, forget the results, I'll just enjoy my happiness while I still have it... =D

Hmmm... Going to ride bike later maybe...

People in the world!!! Im so happy!!


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Last Lap!!

This is it!!
It's d last day of d dreadful exam... TOMORROW...
Tomorrow..... Faster.......... Tomorrow!!!
After d last paper, I will scream and shout, and take of my pants and run round the classroom...
Well, mayb Im not stripping...
But, I will be happy definitely!! =p

Im WAITING....
Impatiently.... =p



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Almost!!

Yay people!!!
The exams are ALMOST over!! (notice I say ALMOST...)
Well, it isn't over yet,
But I have no idea why I feel like it's over...
Anyway, I really donno how I did this time...
Seriously, everytime I think I did quite well, the results makes me get a heart attack when it came out..
Everytine I tot I did quite terrible, the result is much better than I expected...
So Im not thinking or hoping on ANYTHING...
I jus hope my heart won't fail when I get back my results...

Wat am I talking about???!!! Exams aren't even FINISH...
And here I am, blabbing bout my unknown results...
=.=''... I need a break....

My Poem

Tresspass not that section,
or you will regret what will happen.
In a split second,
my heart will have a dent.
Don't you know that it's wrong,
to sing other people's song, and tell them it's another.
But it isn't, so don't bother.
There will no chance to be sober,
because it is all over.

All things happen for a reason,
but this is called treason.
Don't you know between good and bad?
Or you just want to make me mad.
The thin line that was there,
is causing such a nightmare.
Because it is not what you think it is.
there is no more love and bliss.

But forget what I say,
You never did care anyway.
After all this time,
I was never fine.
But now it is all gone,
so don't bother to sing along.

I wrote this during my eng paper... Was too bored... =p
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Gah~

Again...

Teacher said: jane, u must practice... Plz practice... practice practice.....
I did. Seriously, I just get nervous when Im playing the piano in front of her...
So I sucked... Very seriously sucked.....



Haiz~ I WILL PRACTICE MORE!!!
But exams are here... That's my BIG problem...
Im not very gud at time management....
So, I guess I'll just make a list of things to do and not to do...



Things to do:
=Practice piano
=Study
=Memorise
=Understand wat Im actually reading
=Think of happy thoughts after exam
=Breathe in front of the test paper

Things NOT to do:
-Freak out when thinking of wat I still havn't study
-Listen to music when studying
-Hate myself 4 forgetting wat I just studied a minute ago
-Hit my head and torture myself if I cannot remember
-Get head and brain damage while studying
-Eat to distress
-Forget to practice piano for d millionth
-Think of the LONG stretch of exam days
-Writing my will in case I die in my classroom

Thing I think I can acheive:
+Freak out
+Going blank in front of the examination paper
+Freak out sumore
+Absolutely despise myself for having such a LOUSY memory
+Binge while studying
+Do VERY BADLY in exam

As we ALL can see, my list of things NOT to do is absolutely longer than my things to do... So that means I have many things NOT to do instead of doing things. And things I can acheive is my list of things NOT to do...

So that's about it... I think Im a lousy person.... =(

So: Gah~

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Lost

Yesterday was our drama comp...
All of us were pump and ready to go...
We were nervous of cuz..
But as ready as ever.
We were the 3rd team to perform. Boy, we really were nervous..
haha...
When our turn came, we did our best. I feel that it was the best in our drama history..
After the performance, we were happy...
Who will not be after so much hard work???
well, so we waited for our results...
We waited, and waited, and waited, and waited.............
Finally th judges announced the results.
Consolation prize : Tanah Putih, Air Putih.............. =.= we were all like : aiyo.............=(


Haiz.... We really thought we could have won...
At least during our drama we got positive feedbacks from the audience. They were laughing.
I took that as a good sign...

Well, the 1st place is St. Thomas...
2nd is SABS
3rd is .... I 4got...

well, I n Anil were sour grape-ing...
I noe... sore losers... So wat? U wouldn't expect us to cheers and shout happily?
Anyway, we did our best. Now I jus hope that consolation prizes were announced randomly, oe we got VERY behind.... =(

We broke the SMKAP-always-top 3-since-2005 record.
Yikes... Im sorry teacher...
Y not we blame it on the judges?? =p

fotos on facebook!! =D



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Finally!!

Yes, people!!
Finally!!! I have a......... FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!!!!
After years of persuasion and a lot of requests, I finally have a acc...
Muahaha...

So, dun ask me : Eei, U got facebook???

Not anymore do I have to say : No... It's lame....

Although I still it is still quite lame...
well, lame is in season it seems....

Actually, I wanted an account bcus I love the 'Guess the sketch challenge'...
haha...
Anyway, the harm is done,
I hope the choice will be fun.




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Moon Cake Fest!!

Wish all of you guys Happy mooncake festival!!!
Dun burn urself while playing candles!! ^^

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Special request

This is specially requested by my dear fren Liew Chien...
She wans me to write in my blog:
She wans to marry.... (=.=)

Ya, weird, I noe. But wat can I do? I promised. Hehe...
So here goes:

GO LIEW CHEIN WANTS TO MARRY!!!


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Warning

Be careful,
some things can be found again,
but some just melt in the rain,
causing so much trouble and pain,
the things in your life that's main,
losing it, life will never be the same.

Remember,
things you hear and things you see,
are never meant to be free,
there is always a fee.

Beware,
of people's words,
sweet things they say to lure,
until you are not sure,
then your failure and fall is near.

Watch out,
to those who think they know much,
many things and knowledge they touched,
otherr people they like to judge.
But one day, they will witness and watch,
their own mistakes and pride their life will cost.

H.o.l.i.d.a.y.s

YaY!!!
The holidays are here!! (duh~obviously...)
Well, not going anywhere special eventhough my parents have the same holidays wif us..
So, we just went back to Temerloh...
And so, here I am, updating my blog in Temerloh...
Well, I dun really mind not going anywhere, as long as Im with my family...
The days without them really is.... I dunno how to put it...
Being away from home for soooooooo long really can make a person feel....... umm.. Unloved??
I dunno, u have to experience it to describe that frustrating feeling...
So, those who are sick of staying wif ur parents, go stay out for one month, and u will run back home crying... Seriously....

Well, my mum and dad missed us too... Haha... They keep buying A LOT of food for us. Like we were starved in Kuantan. Guess they were trying to make up for the time we lost.
Well, I really dun blame them... I guess, I just miss them too much...
Even after Im home wif them, I still miss them.. (Yea, stupid, I noe)
So please appreciate ur parents... Seriously....

To those who are having a GOOD time, dun forget to studeeeeee!!!! haha...
I noe, but exams are almost here...
Think of the consequences if u dun...
Anyway, time management is important (I suck at it) during this times...

Have a wonderful holiday amigos!!






p/s: I feel fat... (!.!)

The opp of LOVE..

I seriously dunno wat is wrong with her....
WAT IS HER FREAKING PROBLEM??!!!
1st of all, it's MY script,
2nd of all, I've got ALL the actions figured out, so she doesn't have to waste her brain cells.
Then WHY is she acting sooo kesian? Like she's doing all the work??
IT"S MY SCRIPT!!!
Oh my goodness...
She's gonna make me blow my own head out!!!
And she got all the actions wrong. The voice wrong. It's just NOT what I wanted...
And I tried ti change it to the way it was supposed to be.. And she scolded me...
(T.T)
But this all I can take. Wat I can't take was, she scolded me for her stupid mistake.
In the script she modified, Aimi was supposed to walk out with a big tummy!! I mean, WTH?? She's only 16 moron!!! And u are a teacher wif brains!! Think!!!
And then I told her, I made some changes to ur modifications, bcuz 16 year old Aimi jus CANOT have a big tummy!!

And that's when she did the most unpredictable thing, she shouted at me.
Miss Phua: OF CUZ SHE CANOT HAVE A BIG TUMMY! WHO ASK U TO PUT BIG TUMMY?!
Me: I did not put big tummy!! U were the one who wrote it!!
Miss Phua: NO!! NO I DID NOT!! JUST FOLLOW THE SCRIPT LAH!!!
Me: This script is after I've modified her BIG TUMMY!!! You WROTE IT URSELF!!!!
Miss Phua: Oh!! That one, I was just joking around wif the teachers, we follow the script.

Oh. My. Goodness.
I would have quit right then if it wasn't MY script she was holding.
I mean, this is too much. I have my pride you noe? My way of thinking...
Ish~
I have nothing else to complain. I can't.... I just dun have the energy.

To Miss Phua: U may have won this round, but I won't let u make the fool out of me and my script. Get ready for round 2....



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RTM Auditorium

Today went to the RTM auditorium at Tanah Putih there...
Miss Phua fetched me and Kar King.
Oh MY!! Wasn't she noisy...
Seriously, she was bla-bla-blaing with a high pitch voice: ....so u all have to think, and themusic, I thinkk it is best..... bla bla bla....
I think my ears bled inthe car... Seriously annoying...
Then we reached the stadium. One word. WOW..
It was HUGE and nice...
But we got a nice shock when we saw the stage. It was full of lights.
Lights which we had to control during the drama...
There were like hundreds of them...
WOW..... and it has a backstage room which people can make-up and stuff. Cool...
So we checked the place out and took many fotos... It was rather a complicated looking place at the backstage...
After that we just sat around, due to Kar King MEGA-EMOING, we didn't talk much.
I wonder wat happened to him... He looks VERY down and deppresed these days... I haven't seen him like that... And he kept on checking his hp. Mayb waiting for *someone's* message.
Looked like he was crying... My goodness... Drained all my high spirits and left me feeling only annoyed at the super high-pitched teacher...
All the other skools teacher were discussing about the lighting and all I could hear was her voice...
She kept on talking n talking ntalking n talking........
So here I am now at home, tired and have an ear-ache...



P/s: It's just a cruel joke.... =(

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Tagged

A - AVAILABLE : Yes
B - BIRTHDAY: 27 March
C - CRUSHING ON : *zipp*
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Kekwa
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : My sista
F - FAVORITE SONG : hymns
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : worms =)
H - HOMECOUNTRY : Malaysia
I - IN LOVE WITH : *zipp*
J - JUGGLE :Can't... Tried and failed...
K - KILLED SOMEONE : I think no...
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE : 4got... I was sleeping...
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Definitely mint....
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH : Happiness
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My mum
R - REASON TO SMILE : My frens
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : Dont know
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 6.09 am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : erm... haha...
V - VEGETABLE(S) : Kangkung
W- WORST: Being misunderstood..
X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : once..
Y – YOYOS ARE : nice to play..^^
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Aries


Random Questions.
About You: Words would seem to simple
Spell your name without vowels : Chw Jn L
What color do you wear most? : Green gua...
Least favorite color? : yellow
What are you listening to? : Nothing
Are you happy with your life right now? : Yup =)
What is your favorite class in school? : My class... I love them all...
When do you start back at school/college? : err....
Are you outgoing? : To some people I am...
Favorite pair of shoes? : My slippers
Where do you wish you were right now? : My bed

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : Haha... You wanna see??
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : Nope..
Can you whistle? : Yup
Write with both hands? : Practicing with the left..
Walk with your toes curled? : Pain but yes...

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : nope
Do you believe in miracles? : Yes.
Do you believe in magic? : Maybe
Love at first sight? : Yes.
Do you believe in Santa? : How old d'you think I am??
Do you know how to swim? : A bit. I won't drown..
Do you like roller coasters? : Yup!!
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : Some maybe...

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out? : I don't recall..
Have you ever been to the ocean? : Yup
Have you ever painted your nails? : Yes

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : 29?
What radio station do you listen to? : Nope
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : McDonalds
What was the last thing you bought? : Food
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : The Spiderwick Chronicles

THE WHOS:
Who Sent these questions to you?: Someone did..
Who was the last person you text? : Err... My sis?
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Zoey!!
Who was the last person you said I love you to? : I don't remember...

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? : Of Course..
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yup..
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : err... no.. But ppl cried on mine..
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Never!!
Do you cry when you get an injury? : Last time yes... Now, not so..
Do certain songs make you cry? : Yes.. ^^

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? : Trying hard to be..
What can make you happy? : My family and frens
Do you wish you were happier? : Maybe
Can music make you happy? : Depends

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heartbroken: *zip*
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : *zip*
What is your current hair color? : Black.
Current piercings? : Nope
Have any tattoos? : Wish I had one!!!
Eye color? : Black

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color : Green
Get a haircut, Short or long hair : Short?
Height : More than 173cm
Best clothing : Nothing... =) (joking)

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail : Unfortunately, no..
Mooned someone : Wat does mooned mean?
Laughed so hard you cried : Many times!
Cried in school : Yes.
Thrown up in a store : Nope
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : Many.. ^^
Gone skinny dipping : Definately NO!!

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King : Mcdonalds.
Single or Group Dates : Single
Chocolate or Vanilla : Campur
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries
Meat or Veggies : Both.
TV or Movie : Movie.
Guitar or Drums? : Guitar
Adidas or Nike : Nike
Chinese or Mexican : Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Cheerios.
Cake or Pie : Pie
MTV or VH1 : MTV.

Lalala...

Im happy!!! ^^
I actually feel much happier now...
Cuz??
Ahaha... Wiston (Eng Teacher) going to let us watch a movie tmrw!!
weeee.......
Umm... It's called Apocalypto (Or something that sounds similar, I seriously dunno)
well, It's hard to imagine that our goody-goody teacher would let us watch such a gross movie (as they say, it is filled with gory details)..
well, pigs can fly can't they?
They just need to loss some weight and grow a pair of wings. How hard can that be? =)

Had been working on the drama script for 2 days..
My brain seriously has no more brain juice. I squezzed the last drop..
What did I get in return?
'' Jane, you have to gimme the hardcopy. I canot view it in the pendrive!" Well, so much for Thanks a million, your sacrifices will be remembered!!
Anyway, I think it's quite good... Ahem, Since that noone is gonna compliment me, I'll do it myself!!
So.......... dat's why I'm happy... Can't understand? Well, that weird old me...