Thursday, June 4, 2009

The Mystery Of Human Life

The Purpose Of Man's Existence
Have you ever asked yourself why you are living in this world?
What is the purpose and existence of human life?
No matter what your profession is, probably students, there must be a few things which you, like most people would agree with, that is:
Money cannot satisfy man,
Education cannot satisfy man,

Nor can pleasure satisfy man,
Nor can success satisfy man.

( Note: not satisfied in a way that we feel what we have now is not enough, we are not satisfied n we always, always wan more, wan to be greater, want to be richer etc...)

And you all must be wondering WHY??


Because you have not realized:


God's Plan
God has a plan. this plan has everything to do with man. In the Bible, this plan is called God's
economy. God's economy is just God's entire plan for man. It explains the origin and destiny of man as well as the meaning of human existence.

How Can You Know God's Economy?
God has prepared four keys for you to unlock God's economy. These four keys are recorded in the Bible. Each of this four keys are equally important.

Please open your heart right now to quietly and carefully read through. You will then grasp these four keys, understand God's economy, realize the purpose of man, and begin a satisfied human life.

The First Key-God's Creation

Unlocking The Mystery Of Human Existence.
1. Man Has God's Image
Please read the following verse from the bible:

"And God said, Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness...." (Genesis 1:26a)

God's creation of man is different from His creation of all other things. He created man in His own image.
Example: A glove is created according to the likeness of a hand with the purpose of containing the hand. The purpose of a glove is to contain the hands. If we use a glove to contain water, sand
or anything else, the glove will lose it's purpose.
Likewise, man was created in the image of God with the purpose of containing God.

2. Man Is A Vessel:
Now read the next verse:
God "might make known the riches of His glory upon vessels of mercy... even us" (Romans 9:23-24)


We are vessels of God. That means that we must contain God. God wants to be our content. As bottles are made to contain water, we are made to contain God.
It is no wonder that knowledge, wealth, pleasure, a
nd accomplishment can never satisfy you, for you were created to contain God!!

3. The Three Parts of man:
Please continue to read the next verse: "May your spirit and soul and body be preserved complete." (1 Thessalonians 5:23)
We often say in chinese : ling hun.
Actually these to parts are separated. The {ling} is the spirit. The {hun} is the soul. Man is God's
vessel. The Bible divides this vessel into three parts- Spirit, Soul, and the Body. See the diagram below:
The BODY is simply the physical body, belonging to the physiological body, contacting the things of the material realm, and is the most superficial part.
(Note: we eat with our body, we have to take care of our physical body, if not we will get sick. It is our flesh.)

The SOUL is the mental faculty, contacting the things of the mental realm, and is the deeper part of man.
(Note: Our conscience, emotions and thoughts belong to this part. We think, we love, we feel happy etc..)

The SPIRIT is the deepest part of man, belonging to the spiritual level, and contacts the things of God.
For problems of the body one may see a doctor.
For problems of the mind one may visit a psychiatrist.
Yet only God can solve the problems of the Spirit.

4. God's Economy:
God wants to enter into man's spirit, to become his content and his satisfaction.
This is the purpose of human existence! You are not merely created to contain food in your
stomach, or contain knowledge in your mind, but you are created to contain God in your Spirit.


The Second Key- Man's Fall
Unlocking the Mystery Of The Good And Evil Natures Of Man
1. The Two Natures of Man

Since man was made in the image of God, he possesses a good nature that matches God's
nature, with virtues such as truthfulness, goodness, loveliness, wisdom, kindness, and valor.
However, there is also an evil nature in man which wars against his good nature. The Chinese metaphysicists refer to this war as a battle between reason and lust. Throughout history, both in the East and West, those who understand human nature acknowledge the existence of this evil nature which the Bible calls:

2.Sin
Because sin is in man, he is unable to carry out his good intentions.
No one likes to be greedy, jealous, or muderous.

No one likes to be boastful, arrogant or deceitful.
No one likes to be irritable, lustful, or licentious.
No one likes to murmur, complain, or curse.
(Note: Sin is already in man from the day he was born. You don't need to teach a child to be jealous, you don't need to teach a someone to steal, you don't need to teach someone to lie. All these is he will do by himself. This is because he has sin in him. No one in this whole world has not sin before. Even if you do not cheat, steal, lie, brag outwardly, but you can't deny that your thoughts and your intentions are sinful. )

Nevertheless, man cannot escape his evil nature.

Please read the following verses:
"For I know that in me, that is, in my flesh. nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but to work out good is not." (Romans 7:18)
"But if what I do not will, this I do, it is no longer I that work it out but sin that dwells in me." (Romans 7:20)

3. The Fall Of Man
Sin entered into man and caused him to fall. See the diagram below:


(1) Sin caused man's spirit to be deadened:
"And you, though dead in your offenses and sins." (Ephesians 2:1)

(2) Sin caused man's mind to rebel:
"And you, though once alienated and enemies in your mind because of your evil works." (Colossians 1:21)

(3) Sin caused man's body to sin:
"Do not let sin therefore reign in your mortal body so that you obey the body's lust." (Rom
ans 6:12)

The fallen man is like:
A damaged and untunable radio which cannot receive and play music, but rather meaningless noise.

He is also like:
A cup that has fallen into the gutter still having its original fine form but now covered with mud.

4. Man Cannot Save Himself
Throughout history, man has tried every possible way to escape sin, but has found that:
Good works cannot save him from sin.
Education cannot save him from sin.
Ethics cannot save him from sin.
Chanting cannot save him from sin.
Religion cannot save him from sin.
This picture of man simply depicts the battle between his good nature and his evil nature.

The Third Key-Christ's Redemption
Unlocking The Mystery Of The Life And Death Of The God-Man
1. Who Is Christ?
Christ is the Savior sent from God to the world to solve the problems of human life.
He is the embodiment of the Triune God.
"For in Him dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily." (Colossians 2:9)


He is also God incarnated:
"The Word was God...the Word became flesh and tabernacled among us...full of grace and reality.'' (John1:1,14)

Therefore, He is both the complete God and the perfect man.
He is more than a good man!
He is more than a great man!
He is more than a moral man!
He is more than a holy man!
He is the God-man!!

2. The Death Of The God-Man
This God-man was nailed to the cross to accomplish the work of redemption. He died with three statuses:
(1) As the Lamb of God, He died to take away man's sin.
"...the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.'' (John 1:29)

(2) As the brass serpent that had been lifted up,
He died to crush the old serpent, Satan, and to deal with the serpent's poison within man- his sinful nature.
"And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up." (John3:14)

(3) As a grain of wheat, He died to release the divine life.
"...the grain of wheat...dies, it bears much fruit." (John 12:24)

NOW:
His death has taken away the sin which man has but should not have!
His death imparts into man the life which he needs but do not have!

The Fourth Key- God's Dispensing
Unlocking The Mystery Of Faith In Christ
1. The Two Becomings of Christ
God became flesh, born as a man called Jesus.
Plaese read the following verse:
"The Word became flesh and tabernacled among us." (John1:14)

The Lord became the Spirit called the live-giving Spirit by His Resurrection from the dead.
Read the following verse:
"The last Adam became a life-giving Spirit." (1 Corinthians15:45)

Since this Spirit is the life-giving Spirit , He dispenses God with His life into His believers. Hence, the Bible says:
"He who has the Son has the life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have the life."

2. Regenerating Man
In his first birth, man obtains a physical life.
When man receives God's life through Christ, he experiences a second birth, which the Bible calls regeneration.
" God....has regenerated us...through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead." (1 Peter 1:3)

Jesus said,"Unless one is born anew, he cannot see the kingdom of God." (John 3:3)

A pig cannot participate in the sheep's life by education, improvement, or regulation; it must posses the life of a sheep.
(Note: U can't teach a fish to fly, but u surely don't need to teach it how to swim. This is because it posses the life of a swimming fish.)
Similarly, man cannot participate in God's kingdom and live a divine life by education, improvement, or regulation; he MUST receive the life of God!

3. The Meaning Of Being A Christian
A christian is one who receives God's dispensing. God first dispenses Himself into our spirit and then spreads from our spirit into our soul. Finally, He fills and saturates our spirit, soul, and body with Himself. The Bible calls this final stage of glorification.
"And those whom He predestinated, these He also called; and those whom He justified, these He also glorified." (Romans 8:30)

Through this, we can be transformed and conformed to the image of Christ.
"Because those whom He foreknew, He also predestinated to be conformed to the image of His Son." (Romans 8:29)

This is the purpose of human life!
This is the meaning of being a Christian!
This is what God has planned for you!

(Note: I repeat. To be a christian is not merely being in a religion or group. It is to have to Lord as our enjoyment. To know Him and take Him in as our supply. To be filled with Him in our Spirit. And all the things I typed above are not my sayings. It is taken from the booklet :The Mystery Of Human Life.)

Praise The Lord for such a wonderful and glorious economy!!!



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Friday, March 27, 2009

#Sweet 16# ^^

eerr..... I see a very happy Mei Sim... WAHAHA!!!!

Our 'waxed' nails... haha....


err... it's suppose to be a star with a... a fire in the middle...



Wow... nice dimple... hihi....

My greedy face... wahaha...





My present... Thanks a lot!!! ^^
My pretty fat cake...
My poor terrorized desk...

It would be sweet if it wasn't BURNING on my desk...
The darkest hand belongs to liew chien... wahaha...

The bestest of the best... I totally love them!!
A mini bon-fire in class... HARAM...

Haha... *blush*
Yue Qing n Sharine da cuties... hehe...

Andy's masterpiece... thx...^^

Me n Wan Shing...

Weeee..................... can't live happily without her~ ^^
Wahaha...


bla bla bla..
Me n my ''emak tua''... wahaha...
Me n Vian...

My best buddies!!! T.T

Looks like I'm karate chopping my head (which I'm not)

The blue society...

The dalang behind this... And I LOVE her!!!

He looks angry... hehe...
Friday was my b'day...
The whole class celebrated wif me...
Haha... I'm so touched... They bought me a cake...
And we used sivik period to celebrate... haha...
Thank you everyone 4 making my day so special... I love averyone of u... 4C Is the BEST!! ^^
Jia Ling got her wish... This is definitely the most unforgetable day of my life... I thank everyone who has made it real....
Actually I haven't exactly finished my wish, cuz many ppl looked too eager to eat d cake...
So... here is my complete wish:
I wish dat 4C will always remain active (even hyper) and full of life... All 4C members will help each other no matter wat... Will love each other like family... Becuz we have the best if we have each other... And lastly.... I LOVE U, WHACKY PPL OF 4C!!!!!
I want to thank everyone hu wished me happy b'day...
I got a list: Liew Chien (very punctual), Jia Ling, Sharine, Lui Jieng, Ming Wei, Mei Yan, Celine, Wei Wah, Yew Jin, everyone in 4c, Boon Ying, Jing Jing, Stella, Bobo, Emay... N a few more I seriously can't remeber... Thanks guys!!! ^^
I'm sorry if I 4got ur b'days.... I wish u all now... HAPPY B'DAY EVERYONE!!!


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Saturday, March 21, 2009

sshhh... lisTen.......

This song on my blog...


LISTEN to the whole song.

Wait 4 it to load finish....

LISTEN.......................................................................

It can make you cry.....
If u were me....





the longer version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQME-ChSwNM&feature=related

Gosh!!!!

Gosh!!!
I fell sick...
Very sick...
During the holidays...
Dang.....
Spent 1 whole day writhing in pain...
My head didn belong to me anymore... It felt like someone was trying to nail me on the inside...
Every time I walked, my head hurts...
I feel hopelessly sick...

Luckily Liew Chien ''visited'' me...
The suasana in aunty's house was so heavy, it was like I died....
And den she came,
My princess in green armour...
She came in spite of the 10 million virus in my room....
She risked her life.... for me.... wahaha... o-kay, too much drama...

I juz wanna thank u Go Liew Chien 4 spending some time with me,
eventhough it was unhealthy 4 u...
I really appreciate it...
Gosh!!! I love you soooo much gal....



p/s: I didn die...


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Monday, March 16, 2009

Dusun Eco Resort!!!

opens in d morn, closes in the evening....

us!!!!

scary!!!!

vandels wif a sense of humour....hehe.....

sisters!!!!

Our meeting place....

me n teddy...
me n june

weee......



haha....


my room mates...

my room...
















jambatan tergantung... can see??

















the high chalets...


















the ''swimming pool''.... it really is....



the canteen, we had to take shoes off....

upon arrival...

Jus came bac from the youth outing in Bentong...
Dun noe how to describe it... It was kinda like a terrible-fun-scary-memoriable experience....


There were a lot of activities... The 1st one was rafting.. The guide gave us 8 long bamboos n 3 short bamboos n a few big plastic tumblers... We were supposed to build our own raft with dat stuff... Haha... It was definitely hard work, none of us in our team has ever built a raft b4... But finally we finished it... A frgile looking object called -the raft... With a lot of help from the guide...

We had to test it in the waters... I sat in the middle and couldn't stop screaming bcuz I thought it was going to overturn... But luckily it was quite stable n we sorta drifted around. haha...

The next activity was on the 2nd day... Which was the obstacle course... It was tough n used every muscle in my fat body... It was very high above the ground too, n I was absolutely terrified... But I forced my self to finish every obstacle bcuz I needed to overcome my fear of heghts... Every time I was high up, my kaki turned in jelly n was utterly useless... But with much screaming n shouting, I finished everthing!!! Yay!!! The last obstacle course was quite lame n stupid, we had to crawl, I repeat-CRAWL... under a very low BARBED wire on MUD WATER which level was quite high... Yuck!!! All of the guys wanted to be macho n everone crawled over... But the girls was pettrified juz looking at the colour of the water... haha... Bro Ho started scolding everyone hu didn wanted to go over... Not many ppl were encouraged... I was hesitant cuz I didn have any baju to wear anymore... Anyway, wat the heck, I crawled over... It was as disgusting as it looked... My baju n trackbottom was all muddy n smelly... yyyeeee.... But nothing a freezing cold bath can't take care of... Dat bath was really well earned...

In the evening was the flying fox... WEEEEE!!!!! juz 1 word-SYOK!!! But b4 we could reach the flying fox station, we needed to cross a very long n very high jambatan gantung... The terror was inmaginable. (I'm afraid of heights)... I dare not look down the whole time...I was busy trying not to die... When I reached the middle of the jambatan, suddenly wind started blowing... AAAAAA!!!! All of us screamed... It was SCARY!!! dun play play, we had to balance ourselves on onli 3 lines... My lags were shaking so bad, it's a miracle I'm still alive... Finally we reached d station. We had to put on safety jacket n a VERY smelly helmet... D smell was disgusting n made me wanna puke... Me n my sis were the first of the first batch to play the flying fox... After straping ourself on, we were asked to walk down to steps... which dissapeared n left a cliff... After walking down until we can go no further without starting to slide, I was very nervous n didn noe wat to do... Den things happened very quickly,

no. 1: My body was starting to slide 4ward.
no. 2: My feet were no longer touching the ground.
no. 3: Both of us were screaming... AAAAAAAAAAAA................................
Hahahaha.... 1 word again -SYOK!!!!

Well, the last activity was the night walk which sounded really spooky... If u thik dat it was jus like a stroll in the park in the dark, u r dead wrong...

We had to CLIMB up steep n slippery slops, b4 going down many tebing curam... N we had to be careful not to kill ourselves if we tripped the uncountable akar pokok dat were jutting out... N the guide warned us not to say words like hantu, harimau, n he said dat n matter wat happens or wat we see, juz keep going~ Every group had only a candle... N we cannot on our torch lights until we were told to... At 1st it was ok, cuz the path was quite easy, den after a while, it bcame ver steep n dark... N I thought I heard someone crying... I hope I heard wrong.......... We had to walk n climb quite fast to keep up... N it was REALLY dangerous... I'm not kidding... The path was so steep (bout 80 degrees), we had to hold to the ropes to get down... N the floor was muddy n slippery... After walking, climbing, sliding, slipping n tripping for 2 hours, we finaly made it out alive... whew... It was definitely a special experience, but I wouldn't go the 2nd time... NO!!!!

Well, the outing was full of mixed fillings, (mainly bcuz I was afraid of heights) but it was quite fun n not bad... I would definitely encourage u guys to go... especially the night walk~
Muahahahaha.........



































































Friday, March 6, 2009

Special request!!!

Me n Celine!!!





This foto is a special request of Celine Ting Kwuong Lin. She black mailed me to put this in... Haha... I'm joking, Celine, dun kill me...

And to show u my umm.... ..... sincerity, I will write something in my blog to honour u... (p/s: she's still alive n kicking..)

Celine is a little pretty-not-so-innocent girl... haha... She was my training buddy at the 1 month training... According to her blog, she loves chcolate n marshmellows... Her english is terrible----ly good... N she dislikes chinese.. *high 5*... She is NOT fat as she always claim herself to be... She has this cute little laugh which goes like this: haha-snort..hahaha-snort...... (p/s: another lame joke, dun kill me) She pulled off my blanket when I sleep next to her n left me to die of the cold... haha... (another thing she didn noe)...

She lives in PJ n is VERY not poor.... She owns this 3-storey house n 5 cars... When I went to her house, I was like: WOW... this is unreal.... she has this silky slippery blanket which I nearly fell off while sitting on it... N, she beats me at all the card games, escpecially chor dai dee...
OMG, she won every round... At first, we were betting on sweets.. The person who lost has to gif the winner 2 sweets... I lost about 30++ eventually.. Gosh, talk about loser... So we decided to bet off something else b4 I lost my poor last single sweet. We took loads of accesessories out like hairclips, a hideous hairband n a dozen of watches, the person who lose must clip, wear something on themselves... N eventually again, both of my hands were full of barbie watches... Haha... Luckily, she lost too n had to wear two hideous hairbands at her hand, n one on her head, and many clips on her hair... wahaha.... I dun need to say how funny both of us looked, cuz only we noe how ridiculous we looked... Haha....

Lastly, I made a poem 4 u Celine...

When u say that you are fat,
I can't help but call you mad,
Cuz you are so pretty n so slim,
It's a wonder how u can be so thin.

We are fighting a spiritual war,
Supporting each other, never fall,
N wif Rachel by our side,
We have the hyper might.

We are like 3 musketeers,
Actually more like the 3 blind mice,
Cuz we laugh until our tears,
Leave us feeling all fuzzy n nice.




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Friday, February 27, 2009

Wat happened... on test day...

My test was just over...
Thank God, seriously... I 4got how it was like to study 4 a test... I made my already big head bigger...
I duno which moron actually invented the whole "form 4 is honeymoon year" thing. I really want to kick that person's as*. Did that person really think form 4 can be close to anything called a honeymoon year?? Honeymoons are supposed to be romantic, relaxing, carefree....

Reality check.. He-looo??
In form 4, we have A LOT of additional subjects...
Most of the subjects we haven't seen or studied in our lives...
There's this sucker called ADD MATHS...
All the subjects definitely got harder...
I'm not complaining, but hu seriously thought that form 4 is honeymoon year must wake up immediately... It's more like labour year....

Anyhow, I didn study until the LAST second... So I canot cover everything... But luckily I can do most of the questions. Those questions which I can't, there's this thing called paying back... It works as simply as this: If a person asks me a question, then I provide an answer. When I asks, he must pay back... Jus as simple as that. But technically, he was kinda copying all of my answers. Fortunately of cuz not bulat-bulat... and unfortunately, I chose the wrong partner, he was emptier than me, he didn study n I can't even trust his answers... Ish~ So technically, I didn meniru ecxept in 1 subject... thanks to someone...

The 3 science papers were ok, except physics... I think teacher will vomit blood when he marks my paper... N there will be a streak of dried blood on my answer sheet... I seriously suck at calculations since last year... acceleration, displacement, velocity.... Yikes!!! I think when I was born, the doctor told my mum :" ma'am, ur daughter will suck at physics by the look on her face, pls try not to kill her when she does..."

Chem n bio I can cope with, it was kinda comforting 4 me to be in control of my papers instead they controlling me... But, I must not say too much until I see my marks... I think I will not score an A..

D maths family- modern maths n add maths...
Modern maths was quite easy, my teacher was smiling like the alice in the wonderland cat (wateva it's name was)... She said "good"... Well, I guess it's a good sign to other ppl, but I still need to worry in order to be safe... I hate feeling dissapointed...
Add maths on the other hand.... I dunid to think at all, bcuz I noe I WILL FAIL!!! The FAIL word is screaming loud n proud... I juz have to brace myself n how badly I failed....

Languages:
Well, it was definitely better than the rest, bcuz of the English paper... btw, I'm not taking chinese... WAHAHAHAHAHA.... It was a memorable experience watching ppl taking chinese while I sit back, relax n read my storybook... HAHA... It's soooo cool, I've been hoping 4 this day to come.... I think the doctor also told my mum:" And ma'am, ur daughter is sensitive to chinese words, she will get a migrane if she reads too much chinese, so I advice u to teach her english if u want a normal child..." Well, my mum n dad knew no chinese... So after going to standard 1, I had to painfully learn every word n teach them when I come home... The weird thing is, I speak chinese to my mum since standard 2, and she replies in english... Once u learn chinese, it just sticks to ur head, n u find it the easiest to communicate with other ppl... Although chinese rocks, but chinese words is a totally different matter... I can't cope with chinese...

Well, the subject I tiru-ed is: still a secret in case someone hu is not supposed to read this IS reading this... Ya'll understand rite?? hehe... Anyway, it was so easy to tiru when the singing teacher was the penjaga in our class... U could practically wave the answers in front of him n he will be too busy to notice... Wat an idiot... N he keeps on saying, "children, I can see wat u are doing, dun think I canot see, It's just a test, y stress urself? I u duno then leave it.." Is he thinking properly?? Ppl in the 1st class dun BLANK an answer unless they dun have anymore time... Jeez... The whole class despises him!!

Actually, the whole reason I study my bis head off is bcuz of my mum, she's expecting me to surprise her with a full row of A's... Hu am I kiddin, it's imposible!!! The night after the test, she called me n told me dat it's OK I do badly in my 1st test... I didn noe wat to think... Well, at least she won't dream of the unreachable A's anymore, but I duwan to suck too badly, cuz I duwan to see her dissapointed of me... again.... no stress....

All ends quite well, except 4 add maths (I HATE U ADD MATHS!!!) The result I MAY get is most probably:
bio, chem, moral, bm, sj: B
Add maths, physics: C
English, modern maths: A

Conclusion is, I will suck at this test.....









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