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It can make you cry.....
If u were me....





the longer version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQME-ChSwNM&feature=related

Gosh!!!!

Gosh!!!
I fell sick...
Very sick...
During the holidays...
Dang.....
Spent 1 whole day writhing in pain...
My head didn belong to me anymore... It felt like someone was trying to nail me on the inside...
Every time I walked, my head hurts...
I feel hopelessly sick...

Luckily Liew Chien ''visited'' me...
The suasana in aunty's house was so heavy, it was like I died....
And den she came,
My princess in green armour...
She came in spite of the 10 million virus in my room....
She risked her life.... for me.... wahaha... o-kay, too much drama...

I juz wanna thank u Go Liew Chien 4 spending some time with me,
eventhough it was unhealthy 4 u...
I really appreciate it...
Gosh!!! I love you soooo much gal....



p/s: I didn die...


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Dusun Eco Resort!!!

opens in d morn, closes in the evening....

us!!!!

scary!!!!

vandels wif a sense of humour....hehe.....

sisters!!!!

Our meeting place....

me n teddy...

me n june

weee......

haha....

my room mates...

my room...

jambatan tergantung... can see??

the high chalets...

the ''swimming pool''.... it really is....

the canteen, we had to take shoes off....

upon arrival...

Jus came bac from the youth outing in Bentong...

Dun noe how to describe it... It was kinda like a terrible-fun-scary-memoriable experience....

There were a lot of activities... The 1st one was rafting.. The guide gave us 8 long bamboos n 3 short bamboos n a few big plastic tumblers... We were supposed to build our own raft with dat stuff... Haha... It was definitely hard work, none of us in our team has ever built a raft b4... But finally we finished it... A frgile looking object called -the raft... With a lot of help from the guide...

We had to test it in the waters... I sat in the middle and couldn't stop screaming bcuz I thought it was going to overturn... But luckily it was quite stable n we sorta drifted around. haha...

The next activity was on the 2nd day... Which was the obstacle course... It was tough n used every muscle in my fat body... It was very high above the ground too, n I was absolutely terrified... But I forced my self to finish every obstacle bcuz I needed to overcome my fear of heghts... Every time I was high up, my kaki turned in jelly n was utterly useless... But with much screaming n shouting, I finished everthing!!! Yay!!! The last obstacle course was quite lame n stupid, we had to crawl, I repeat-CRAWL... under a very low BARBED wire on MUD WATER which level was quite high... Yuck!!! All of the guys wanted to be macho n everone crawled over... But the girls was pettrified juz looking at the colour of the water... haha... Bro Ho started scolding everyone hu didn wanted to go over... Not many ppl were encouraged... I was hesitant cuz I didn have any baju to wear anymore... Anyway, wat the heck, I crawled over... It was as disgusting as it looked... My baju n trackbottom was all muddy n smelly... yyyeeee.... But nothing a freezing cold bath can't take care of... Dat bath was really well earned...

In the evening was the flying fox... WEEEEE!!!!! juz 1 word-SYOK!!! But b4 we could reach the flying fox station, we needed to cross a very long n very high jambatan gantung... The terror was inmaginable. (I'm afraid of heights)... I dare not look down the whole time...I was busy trying not to die... When I reached the middle of the jambatan, suddenly wind started blowing... AAAAAA!!!! All of us screamed... It was SCARY!!! dun play play, we had to balance ourselves on onli 3 lines... My lags were shaking so bad, it's a miracle I'm still alive... Finally we reached d station. We had to put on safety jacket n a VERY smelly helmet... D smell was disgusting n made me wanna puke... Me n my sis were the first of the first batch to play the flying fox... After straping ourself on, we were asked to walk down to steps... which dissapeared n left a cliff... After walking down until we can go no further without starting to slide, I was very nervous n didn noe wat to do... Den things happened very quickly,

no. 1: My body was starting to slide 4ward.
no. 2: My feet were no longer touching the ground.

no. 3: Both of us were screaming... AAAAAAAAAAAA................................

Hahahaha.... 1 word again -SYOK!!!!

Well, the last activity was the night walk which sounded really spooky... If u thik dat it was jus like a stroll in the park in the dark, u r dead wrong...

We had to CLIMB up steep n slippery slops, b4 going down many tebing curam... N we had to be careful not to kill ourselves if we tripped the uncountable akar pokok dat were jutting out... N the guide warned us not to say words like hantu, harimau, n he said dat n matter wat happens or wat we see, juz keep going~ Every group had only a candle... N we cannot on our torch lights until we were told to... At 1st it was ok, cuz the path was quite easy, den after a while, it bcame ver steep n dark... N I thought I heard someone crying... I hope I heard wrong.......... We had to walk n climb quite fast to keep up... N it was REALLY dangerous... I'm not kidding... The path was so steep (bout 80 degrees), we had to hold to the ropes to get down... N the floor was muddy n slippery... After walking, climbing, sliding, slipping n tripping for 2 hours, we finaly made it out alive... whew... It was definitely a special experience, but I wouldn't go the 2nd time... NO!!!!

Well, the outing was full of mixed fillings, (mainly bcuz I was afraid of heights) but it was quite fun n not bad... I would definitely encourage u guys to go... especially the night walk~

Muahahahaha.........

Special request!!!

Me n Celine!!!





This foto is a special request of Celine Ting Kwuong Lin. She black mailed me to put this in... Haha... I'm joking, Celine, dun kill me...

And to show u my umm.... ..... sincerity, I will write something in my blog to honour u... (p/s: she's still alive n kicking..)

Celine is a little pretty-not-so-innocent girl... haha... She was my training buddy at the 1 month training... According to her blog, she loves chcolate n marshmellows... Her english is terrible----ly good... N she dislikes chinese.. *high 5*... She is NOT fat as she always claim herself to be... She has this cute little laugh which goes like this: haha-snort..hahaha-snort...... (p/s: another lame joke, dun kill me) She pulled off my blanket when I sleep next to her n left me to die of the cold... haha... (another thing she didn noe)...

She lives in PJ n is VERY not poor.... She owns this 3-storey house n 5 cars... When I went to her house, I was like: WOW... this is unreal.... she has this silky slippery blanket which I nearly fell off while sitting on it... N, she beats me at all the card games, escpecially chor dai dee...
OMG, she won every round... At first, we were betting on sweets.. The person who lost has to gif the winner 2 sweets... I lost about 30++ eventually.. Gosh, talk about loser... So we decided to bet off something else b4 I lost my poor last single sweet. We took loads of accesessories out like hairclips, a hideous hairband n a dozen of watches, the person who lose must clip, wear something on themselves... N eventually again, both of my hands were full of barbie watches... Haha... Luckily, she lost too n had to wear two hideous hairbands at her hand, n one on her head, and many clips on her hair... wahaha.... I dun need to say how funny both of us looked, cuz only we noe how ridiculous we looked... Haha....

Lastly, I made a poem 4 u Celine...

When u say that you are fat,
I can't help but call you mad,
Cuz you are so pretty n so slim,
It's a wonder how u can be so thin.

We are fighting a spiritual war,
Supporting each other, never fall,
N wif Rachel by our side,
We have the hyper might.

We are like 3 musketeers,
Actually more like the 3 blind mice,
Cuz we laugh until our tears,
Leave us feeling all fuzzy n nice.




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Wat happened... on test day...

My test was just over...
Thank God, seriously... I 4got how it was like to study 4 a test... I made my already big head bigger...
I duno which moron actually invented the whole "form 4 is honeymoon year" thing. I really want to kick that person's as*. Did that person really think form 4 can be close to anything called a honeymoon year?? Honeymoons are supposed to be romantic, relaxing, carefree....

Reality check.. He-looo??
In form 4, we have A LOT of additional subjects...
Most of the subjects we haven't seen or studied in our lives...
There's this sucker called ADD MATHS...
All the subjects definitely got harder...
I'm not complaining, but hu seriously thought that form 4 is honeymoon year must wake up immediately... It's more like labour year....

Anyhow, I didn study until the LAST second... So I canot cover everything... But luckily I can do most of the questions. Those questions which I can't, there's this thing called paying back... It works as simply as this: If a person asks me a question, then I provide an answer. When I asks, he must pay back... Jus as simple as that. But technically, he was kinda copying all of my answers. Fortunately of cuz not bulat-bulat... and unfortunately, I chose the wrong partner, he was emptier than me, he didn study n I can't even trust his answers... Ish~ So technically, I didn meniru ecxept in 1 subject... thanks to someone...

The 3 science papers were ok, except physics... I think teacher will vomit blood when he marks my paper... N there will be a streak of dried blood on my answer sheet... I seriously suck at calculations since last year... acceleration, displacement, velocity.... Yikes!!! I think when I was born, the doctor told my mum :" ma'am, ur daughter will suck at physics by the look on her face, pls try not to kill her when she does..."

Chem n bio I can cope with, it was kinda comforting 4 me to be in control of my papers instead they controlling me... But, I must not say too much until I see my marks... I think I will not score an A..

D maths family- modern maths n add maths...
Modern maths was quite easy, my teacher was smiling like the alice in the wonderland cat (wateva it's name was)... She said "good"... Well, I guess it's a good sign to other ppl, but I still need to worry in order to be safe... I hate feeling dissapointed...
Add maths on the other hand.... I dunid to think at all, bcuz I noe I WILL FAIL!!! The FAIL word is screaming loud n proud... I juz have to brace myself n how badly I failed....

Languages:
Well, it was definitely better than the rest, bcuz of the English paper... btw, I'm not taking chinese... WAHAHAHAHAHA.... It was a memorable experience watching ppl taking chinese while I sit back, relax n read my storybook... HAHA... It's soooo cool, I've been hoping 4 this day to come.... I think the doctor also told my mum:" And ma'am, ur daughter is sensitive to chinese words, she will get a migrane if she reads too much chinese, so I advice u to teach her english if u want a normal child..." Well, my mum n dad knew no chinese... So after going to standard 1, I had to painfully learn every word n teach them when I come home... The weird thing is, I speak chinese to my mum since standard 2, and she replies in english... Once u learn chinese, it just sticks to ur head, n u find it the easiest to communicate with other ppl... Although chinese rocks, but chinese words is a totally different matter... I can't cope with chinese...

Well, the subject I tiru-ed is: still a secret in case someone hu is not supposed to read this IS reading this... Ya'll understand rite?? hehe... Anyway, it was so easy to tiru when the singing teacher was the penjaga in our class... U could practically wave the answers in front of him n he will be too busy to notice... Wat an idiot... N he keeps on saying, "children, I can see wat u are doing, dun think I canot see, It's just a test, y stress urself? I u duno then leave it.." Is he thinking properly?? Ppl in the 1st class dun BLANK an answer unless they dun have anymore time... Jeez... The whole class despises him!!

Actually, the whole reason I study my bis head off is bcuz of my mum, she's expecting me to surprise her with a full row of A's... Hu am I kiddin, it's imposible!!! The night after the test, she called me n told me dat it's OK I do badly in my 1st test... I didn noe wat to think... Well, at least she won't dream of the unreachable A's anymore, but I duwan to suck too badly, cuz I duwan to see her dissapointed of me... again.... no stress....

All ends quite well, except 4 add maths (I HATE U ADD MATHS!!!) The result I MAY get is most probably:
bio, chem, moral, bm, sj: B
Add maths, physics: C
English, modern maths: A

Conclusion is, I will suck at this test.....









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Bola jaring

Da place

Atiqah n Fatin

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Camera shy (tipu punye la..)

Ahoy there, captain!!

Yee Wah, Yi Yin, Shun Gan

Hui Ching

Me n Pn. Ng..

Yikes.. nampak kaki ...

Pretty ladies minus me...

We rock....

.....

Tuesday
On Tuesday, I went 4 d bola jaring competition at someplace near panglima perang...

Haha... I was feeling excited n nauseated (as usual)... But I was pumped out n ready to go...

Our 1st match was against Sri Damai (I think)... Well, we were doing quite well... We won, I think it was 11-1... After dat match, we were sweating like mad... But unfortunately, we had to wait for another 1 n half hours b4 our 2nd match...

Fact no. 1: After sweating out, do NOT immediately rest and let ur sweat dry... Dat was our 1st mistake... After dat, we weren't in d mood to continue... Plus we were extremely tired...

Fact no. 2: Put SUNBLOCK!!! another stupid mistake I made... D sun was scorching us alive... I think if I stayed a little longer there, I can eat myself... D concequences of dis mistake is SUNBURN.. which will result to dark skin... Ishh.... Burned jelly.. YUCK~

Next match was against Seri Mahkota... They were better den d 1st 1... But fortunately we won... 7-4 I guess... By dat time we were completely worn out... All of us were tired and after having our lunch, we just hope we can slp.... Haha... Like pigs... Eat till full dy den wanna slp...

The 3rd match was 1 n half hours away... We entertained ourselves by listening to songs n slping on other ppl's bag... boring~ When it was time 4 our 3rd match, half of us were already in slumberland... I secretly hope dat we dun need to compete anymore... The adreline rush really can wipe u out.....

Under such exhausting circumstances it was not hard 4 us to lose... SPBSI beat us to 7-4 I think... damn... really frustrating... So we had to go on Wednesday 4 another match...

Wednesday

2day went for another match, teacher said if we lost dis match, we are disqualified... no pressure... So guess wat... We LOST!!! All thanks to d stupid referee hu only sees our team foul... We were like getiing fouls 4 times in a row... idot... Watever... we lost. I'll just have to deal with this fact and a few new bruises... All thx to dat GA...

Gud thing no.1: I get to skip skool....

Gud thing no. 2: I get to read Harry Potter n the deathly hallows....

Bad thing no.1: I canot catch up an my studies anymore...

Bad thing no. 2: I'm black n burned...

Bad Thing no. 3: My test is seriously near...

Conclusion: I'm screwed...................................................................................................................

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Skool skool skool....

Life is starting to get busier...


Teachers give tonnes of skool homework n I think they secretly hope 4 us to break under the pressure n die...


And of cuz... The killer subject... ADD MATHS!!! (thunder n lightning flashes at the background)


I duno hu created add maths... But I sure do noe hu hates him or her...

Wat is that person's problem???? Why make life so difficult and complicated wif add maths???

It's making my cute little innocent mind think like psycopath...

According to miss Phua, my add maths teacher,

Kebaikan-kebaikan belajar add maths:
1) Apparently, we can cross the road faster... Wat the heck??? I dun mind if I cross slower, all that matters is my safety!!!

2) It will help us to think faster.... Erm... okay....

3) Unfortunately, I can't think of a third......


Anyway, other subjects are still ok I guess... But the amount of homework is absolutely frightening... Some one should sue the teachers 4 giving us so much homework!! It's student abuse I tell u... Skool is not dat depressing anymore (for the moment)...

N the person sitting next to me is absolutely a joke cracker... I can laugh my as* off if Im not careful, I've seldom seen ppl hu can crack wise-as* jokes... Wahaha... Terrrrific!!!!

I also have many skool kokorikulum activities... Actually I enjoy doing them... Playing bola jaring makes me feel like a normal carefree human being... I seriously need to work out, I've grown fatter during the chinese new year... haha....

Everything is going back to normal... I think...

I'm starting to feel normal again.... Thank God...






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