My test was just over...
Thank God, seriously... I 4got how it was like to study 4 a test... I made my already big head bigger...
I duno which moron actually invented the whole "form 4 is honeymoon year" thing. I really want to kick that person's as*. Did that person really think form 4 can be close to anything called a honeymoon year?? Honeymoons are supposed to be romantic, relaxing, carefree....
Reality check.. He-looo??
In form 4, we have A LOT of additional subjects...
Most of the subjects we haven't seen or studied in our lives...
There's this sucker called ADD MATHS...
All the subjects definitely got harder...
I'm not complaining, but hu seriously thought that form 4 is honeymoon year must wake up immediately... It's more like labour year....
Anyhow, I didn study until the LAST second... So I canot cover everything... But luckily I can do most of the questions. Those questions which I can't, there's this thing called paying back... It works as simply as this: If a person asks me a question, then I provide an answer. When I asks, he must pay back... Jus as simple as that. But technically, he was kinda copying all of my answers. Fortunately of cuz not bulat-bulat... and unfortunately, I chose the wrong partner, he was emptier than me, he didn study n I can't even trust his answers... Ish~ So technically, I didn meniru ecxept in 1 subject... thanks to someone...
The 3 science papers were ok, except physics... I think teacher will vomit blood when he marks my paper... N there will be a streak of dried blood on my answer sheet... I seriously suck at calculations since last year... acceleration, displacement, velocity.... Yikes!!! I think when I was born, the doctor told my mum :" ma'am, ur daughter will suck at physics by the look on her face, pls try not to kill her when she does..."
Chem n bio I can cope with, it was kinda comforting 4 me to be in control of my papers instead they controlling me... But, I must not say too much until I see my marks... I think I will not score an A..
D maths family- modern maths n add maths...
Modern maths was quite easy, my teacher was smiling like the alice in the wonderland cat (wateva it's name was)... She said "good"... Well, I guess it's a good sign to other ppl, but I still need to worry in order to be safe... I hate feeling dissapointed...
Add maths on the other hand.... I dunid to think at all, bcuz I noe I WILL FAIL!!! The FAIL word is screaming loud n proud... I juz have to brace myself n how badly I failed....
Languages:
Well, it was definitely better than the rest, bcuz of the English paper... btw, I'm not taking chinese... WAHAHAHAHAHA.... It was a memorable experience watching ppl taking chinese while I sit back, relax n read my storybook... HAHA... It's soooo cool, I've been hoping 4 this day to come.... I think the doctor also told my mum:" And ma'am, ur daughter is sensitive to chinese words, she will get a migrane if she reads too much chinese, so I advice u to teach her english if u want a normal child..." Well, my mum n dad knew no chinese... So after going to standard 1, I had to painfully learn every word n teach them when I come home... The weird thing is, I speak chinese to my mum since standard 2, and she replies in english... Once u learn chinese, it just sticks to ur head, n u find it the easiest to communicate with other ppl... Although chinese rocks, but chinese words is a totally different matter... I can't cope with chinese...
Well, the subject I tiru-ed is: still a secret in case someone hu is not supposed to read this IS reading this... Ya'll understand rite?? hehe... Anyway, it was so easy to tiru when the singing teacher was the penjaga in our class... U could practically wave the answers in front of him n he will be too busy to notice... Wat an idiot... N he keeps on saying, "children, I can see wat u are doing, dun think I canot see, It's just a test, y stress urself? I u duno then leave it.." Is he thinking properly?? Ppl in the 1st class dun BLANK an answer unless they dun have anymore time... Jeez... The whole class despises him!!
Actually, the whole reason I study my bis head off is bcuz of my mum, she's expecting me to surprise her with a full row of A's... Hu am I kiddin, it's imposible!!! The night after the test, she called me n told me dat it's OK I do badly in my 1st test... I didn noe wat to think... Well, at least she won't dream of the unreachable A's anymore, but I duwan to suck too badly, cuz I duwan to see her dissapointed of me... again.... no stress....
All ends quite well, except 4 add maths (I HATE U ADD MATHS!!!) The result I MAY get is most probably:
bio, chem, moral, bm, sj: B
Add maths, physics: C
English, modern maths: A
Conclusion is, I will suck at this test.....
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